Relatives Passed

There are many things that draw people into the world of dreams and their meaning.  Last night I had a dream that tends to draw most to my site for different answers.  I had a dream about my grandfather who passed away a few years ago.  It wasn’t a very vivid dream, he was standing there joking with me and dropping a few F-Bombs.  I didn’t read too much into it as I had just been in my family’s house that he owned a few weeks ago.  So separating actual dreams that mean something from those that are just our frame of reference from something that happened can be tougher that most people think.  I was never really all that close as an adult with my grandfather, although I cried really hard at his funeral because I knew I had missed an opportunity that won’t ever come to be until I depart this world.  He was a good man and I remember his parting words to me:  Aren’t you going to say bye?  It was an odd comment.  I barely saw my grandfather and that was his last words to me, he died soon after.

I rarely share personal dreams let along very personal dreams in such a public space…but I’m sad and this dream is effecting me and I can’t figure out why.  I’m not reading too much into it which I try and pride myself on because I don’t believe it to be a communicative dream from him, however sometimes I wish that I would let my emotions run a little wild.  Maybe I will a little….